Ilah..rahsia laaa...ahahaha..takderla.nanti kita citer ek.
Visited the Alumni website for my school..SEMESTA. Huwa!!!suddenly all memories at school played in mymind and made me so sad.I miss my school and frens and teachers.I wish i could turn back the time.Viewing the gallery - new pictures of my school which showed a few places which really refresh my memories.I'm so sad because they actually dah tebang pokok2 yg rendang2 tempat kitorang lepak2 dulu waktu main petang.(Main petang sepatutnya pegi bersukan, tapi budak pompuan ni sumer malas...duk bawah pokok jer...)Menara that have been build under projek sumbangsih of my batch still berdiri megah kat depan dewan.
I used to be budak baik a.k.a skema masa kat sekolah.tak buat jahat mahupun melanggar peraturan sekolah (kecuali pijak rumput sebab malas nak jalan jauh).Bangun pagi pkl 5..sebab taknak berebut kolah or shower.Pegi sekolah pukul 6..on the way to class singgah sarapan.Always be the first at dewan makan for breakfast.(tu masa form4,bila form5 dah jadik malas..bgn pon lambat sket..almaklumlaa..dah senior)..ermm..so much sweet memories and the best ever!
11:47 p.m. - April 17, 2006
To ilah and anybody who read this...don't ask me who is 'dia'.I will reveal oneday..ahahahhaa.Now i think i stuck in situation which i defines as complicated.
My ex boyfriend called yesterday and i accidently pick up his call.Cam biasa aaa..tanya sihat ke tak..buat per sekarang.The truth is the more i talk to him the more i hate him.I started to mengungkit what he did to me and how i suffered.Then..its come to my real cruelity towards him by asking him to pay back all my money.He keep telling me that he now have enough money nak kawin..nak gi oversea.Itu yg buat sakit hati gile.Bodoh! geram betul..By the way, i told him not to call me anymore and i will surely not pick up her call.
Hari ni for the first time after a few months i finally at home not going anywhere.Baring bermalas malasan and reading my newly bought fiction book titled Where rainbows end by cecelia ahern.I was influenced by the sticker on the wrapper of that book (MPH 100 should read book..erk dah lupa sebenarnya apa sticker tu tulis)Memang berbaloi la beli.memang best..i boleh recommend la.
10:34 p.m. - April 16, 2006
1st day at work after long 'vacation'. Erm, ofismate sibuk tanya as expected.Ada tu duk tanya mana inai...hampeh betul.Dia ingat aku pegi kawin ker.
Sekarang kerja makin kurang.Nama aku takde pon dalam list untuk negotiation.Maknanya boss dah taknak bagi task baru kat aku.just assist2 diorangjer.huhuhuhu..di buatnya aku tak jadi fly...haru jer.Apa nak tulis dalam appraisal nanti.
takper...'org' tu kata boleh di fikirkan kemudian...
10:44 p.m. - April 12, 2006
ERmm..it's already April.Dah lama tak update.I'm quite busy lately with the research methodology training which taken two weeks to finish.You can see the smoke come out from my head at the end of that training...ehehhe takderla berasap sgt.Its more like honeymoon jer because cuti 2 minggu...takyah pegi ofis.Yahoo!Actually i went for BTN and terus sambung training tu.So, cuti tu nak dekat 3 minggu.Diana told me sampai ada vendor cakap aku dah resign.huhuhuhu...ada gak kata aku kawin lari.hampeh tul!
The 3 weeks honeymoon actually really open up my eyes to have the diff paradigm on this academic world.Meeting with the people so called 'braniac' made me felt that i am no one compared to them.Borak2 dengan specialist..dengan Dr..rasa macam..alahai..ilmu kita ni jauh giler ketinggalan dengan mereka.So, hopefully i can be like them one day,insyallah..
I'm so lucky USM buat kursus macam ni.Mendengar pengalaman org buat PHD ni memang best.Conclusion dari pengalam2 org..PHD ni bukan boleh buat main2. (ada 3 org from my school yg buat PHD yg tak habis2 lagi.sorang dah fail lagi 2 org balik m'sia and extend lagi PHD)Usm gives 3 years to complete PHD and ramai tak sempat nak completekan on time.Problem dengan supervisor la, dengan family la..macam2 lagi.Apapun yang penting niat nak belajar.Once you're on the track there's no way to turn back.Kena bagi commitment 100%.
Luckly, i intend for MSc abroad, so at least i still have ample time to survey which University yg sesuai nak buat PHD.Paling2 tidak pon takdela kejutan budayanya nanti..because PHD ni actually is your lonely journey.You are in your own world, doing your research alone with 'little' help of your supervisor..(Benda ni yg lecturer ni selalu ckp masa training).
I have to complete a few things before fly.I have to keep this check list so takde yg tertinggal... :
1.Research Methodology Training
2.BTN
3.IELTS - 20th May
4.Application - huhuhuhu..lupa nak antar lagi.So 15/4 kena antar..
1 and 2 dah complete..tinggal 2 jer lagi.Actually, application tu dah patut settle awal2.Sebab refferee (boss aku sekarang)aku tak siapkan lagi...so takdapat nak antar la. Satu lagi ref dah selamat antar..
6:50 p.m. - April 10, 2006
Mom said he supposed to love you as what you are. He said, he do love you as what you are but he just want you to be better.Same as what he doing to himself.Give the best to her love one.He also said, its not just for him, but for me,myself.Well, its end up with new me!ehehehe...i bought new skin care to treat my skin problem which cost nearly to 500 (i've already claim back that money from him..eheheh).Can't wait to see the result.It will going to take a month to look the difference.so...tunggu je laa.Kalau OK i will do free promotion.Kalau tengok muka kakak yg jual tu..huwaa...flawless giler.jeles siot!Dia pon tak sabar2 nak tgk result kat muka aku.Yang pasti ni bukan product kecantikan yang ada pengelupasan and muka jadi putih semacam bila guna.
10:37 p.m. - March 08, 2006
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